Help with my sexuality!!...Please really need this!!!?

You're gay. A lot of people go through the phase you've described. You sound pretty wound up about what you're going through, which is understandable, but you should relax and let things unfold at their own pace. At some point, probably soon, there will be another guy who you want to touch back and for whom you'll start feeling things. Try not to beat yourself up about it and act crazy and tormented, if you can; you'll regret it later. This is the only life you're going to get, you should enjoy it instead of constantly trying to mold yourself into something other people will approve of. It's an exciting time.